Gillian Thomas
Artist Statement
Portrait - This painting is more of a collective portrait than one of any individual. I wanted to try to reflect the shared emotions many of us are feeling in the world right now along with what I hope everyone is feeling in this time in order to create better times ahead of this.
More - In this piece, I hope to address the denial and the hyper policing nature of whiteness in America that has pursued every black movement with its ugliness. I chose bright, multi-colored lettering to draw attention to the fact that LGBTQ+ black Americans are at an even greater risk for violence. The names drawn in pen were taken from pages of my journal, where I compiled all the names I could find in articles about the victims of police brutality over the past twenty years. The names drawn in are not nearly a complete representation of all the victims, indicated with an ellipse at the bottom of the page.
Self Portrait - I used an abstract type of self portrait to explore, define, and reflect on the feelings I have had during this time—fear, worry, anger, sadness, melancholy, loneliness, gated happiness. The style was partially inspired by the portraits that Amiya Kahn-Tietz has created for artist Still Woozy’s album covers.